Right Time

So, I keep telling myself that I'm waiting for the right time to start to write again. I mean, to write anything that come out from my head. 

I keep telling myself that I will write again as I want to improvise myself in writing skills so it's easier for me later on.

Then, I keep telling myself to wait for the right time if I want start to do something healthier for my health, but yeah, I'm still waiting for the right time.

And everything that I'm planning to do, I keep telling myself that I'm waiting for the right time.

List goes on and you name it. sigh

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Today, on 20th September, I gather my strength to write again, using this platform and I don't know whether I can maintain this effort to be honest. Well, someone says "you can break that big plan into small steps" and yeah, I did it. tonight.

p/s: I am still struggling to let it out anything that come out from my mind. Give me little bit times okay. good night everyone :)

Start of Something New

It has been a long time since I am starting to write again. of course, I can simplify that what I am  writing right now is really an awkward moment with a zero mind and errr. Idk though.


What make me trigger to write again?

Because I think I have lost certain people who are willingness to hear what I am gonna to say and share. I can't deny that I feel so lonely because I have a lot of things to say that locked in mind meh. Though, people come and go right?

So, first of all, I am gonna prepare myself and improve what I need to improve, I will make myself comfort with English so I will force myself to face with my weaknesses and improve gradually with time.

Next, I am gonna write again in this 'epic' blog so I can spill anything that I want to say so I don't have to depend on anyone anymore to hear what I am gonna to share.

It's pain like crazy, you know. When people left you because of their 'play-safe' and I can consider them as kind of selfish with no manner, heheh ( laughing, so sudden)

okay, that all from me for today.

Goodnight everyone ^^

Jari yang kaku

Aku dah lama tidak menulis, maka jariku kaku, jariku terpegun untuk menaip ataupun menulis.

Apapun aku berdoa supaya hati ini tidak berbolak balik.

Aku tidak bersedia untuk membuka lagi, aku tidak betul- betul bersedia untuk nangis macam nak menggila balik.

aku rasa aku dalam proses rebound love sekarang, kerana rasa sunyi aku mudah jatuh, perasaan yang sementara.

Ya Tuhan, lindungi aku dari rasa berbolak balik.